Down.

Everything has turned to shit lately.

I'm broke as fuck, and it's really getting in the way of me living right now. It's such a pain in the ass. The new clutch kit is in my car, but that cost me about $400. I'm really glad it's done though, my car has a lot more power and definitely grabs when I shift. No more burning smell or clutch slipping. I just have to get used to driving with the clutch loose now. Hah, so frustrating.

My Dad was diagnosed with Lyme's Disease today. I spent the day at my parents house once I was out of work at 8 am, and he ended up going to the doctor because he's not getting better. Apparently, he's been getting sick for a few weeks now, and the weird swelling in the back of his head came back (cellulitus, an infection beneathe the skin). I was worried he was going to be hospitalized again, just like last year. It's SO hard to see someone you love tied to IVs and antibiotics, stuck in a bed in a room alone for days. I'm glad that isn't happening again. They caught it early, thanks to the fact that his diabetes makes any kind of infection or disease progress quickly. If he weren't diabetic, he probably wouldn't be showing symptoms for years.

I'm going away Monday night until Wednesday afternoon to Kristen's in Bangor, ME. I'm going to be with her while she gets a medical procedure done because she's my best friend and I really want to help her and support her. That happens Tuesday. I'm suprised how fast time passed.

I'm cold and I feel like I'm getting sick. I'm just unhappy today. I'm staying up tonight to watch Grey's Anatomy at 1 am. Bleh.