Let me drown.

I love Friday nights, they're always so relaxing. I spent the night with Ray, like always, and we drove around for a lot of it, mostly going back and fourth to pick up food, and then pick up forgotten food. We did our typical Friday routine of sleeping until one of us wakes up and realizes that I need to leave soon. Haha. I'm wide awake, now, because we slept for two hours. I love cuddling and sleep. Mmm.

I've finished my notepades finally in Graphic Arts. It took like, six weeks, to make a bunch of fucking notepads. They're cool, though. I've already passed a bunch out, and it has my deviant art website written on it, and people are checking out my work :]. Yess promotion. Our next project is business cards. I'm so glad I took this course this year, when I'm most motivated about my career as a photographer, because I would have never considered doing any of this otherwise. And its benefitial, really. I gave my Dad some to keep at work. Everyone at his work is already interested in my photography because he has some pieces I've done in his office and apparently people come in everyday and just gawk at them or something. I'm not boasting, haha.

My sister is in a whole lot of shit right now. In the past month, she has completely lost herself. She's twelve, which is that age where kids get off the wall and whatever else, but what she is doing is just ridiculous. She just doesn't care anymore, about anything. She hasn't done any kind of work in school, and hasn't been passing messages on to my parents or anything. She's just a mess, and has this fucking 'I don't give a fuck' additude. No one at home is putting up with it though, so things are changing fast. I just wish she weren't following in my footsteps. I was bad, as a kid, but not this bad, and thats unfortunate. I don't want her fucking herself over just because she's having issues right now. Its not worth it.

I should probably head to bed. I'm getting up around 6 so I can get out and do a lot tomorrow. I'm excited, I get to spend it with my baby <3. I'm so wide awake right now, though. Diet Coke and two hour naps aren't a good idea at 10 pm at night.