Goodbye Childhood.

Until this moment, I never understood how hard it was to lose something you never had.

Years ago, I was swallowed alive by something that has taught me nothing but to focus on self control. Looking back, I can't think of a time when I didn't care. That's so unheard of to me, my mind can not grasp it.

I'm always growing, I'm always changing, I'm always learning. But I feel like I never really was a child.

I've been lifting myself out of my own mind for weeks, now. I'm learning so much.