Manic

Today was my first day of training. I got tired and bored and restless.

Then I magically got infuriated with myself, like a maniac, picked up two boxes of cheap hair dye, and dyed my hair a dark brown/black.

Tomorrow, another 8 hours of testing, drilling, learning, fucking with wierd shit, and realizing this is sooo so much to handle.

But I'm excited, regardless. No more blue shirt for me!

Time to crawl in bed and read a book about a slut so I feel much better about myself.