Mid-weekend recap.

I'm feeling rather alive as of recently. I've got a clear mind, it feels like. And I'm healthy, for the most part. I've still got a cold from last week, with a cough, but it's all slowly fading away. I think that week of rest was really beneficial for me, I needed it. I need to sleep better, or else my body goes down hill.

I'm having a rather good weekend. The whole vibe is just really good and relaxed. Last night, I went to Monster Jam and witnessed some badass big trucks. I got so into it. Ray, Murray, and Charlie went, as well. We were all laughing and talking goofy and I just had such a good night. I wish I could write out every little detail here, but it wouldn't make sense to anyone because of all the inside jokes. I got home a little after 1:30, which was cool because we shat around after the show and did whatever until I wanted to go home.

I worked this morning from 9:30 until 4. I've been really into working lately, because I feel awfully productive and I need the money desperately. It doesn't even feel like work gets in the way of my weekends anymore. As long as I don't work nights, that is. Janet knows the hours I like, so my schedule has been pretty decent. I work tomorrow 8-1, so I still have an entire afternoon to hang out or whatever. I'm going to try to pick up some days during vacation to keep myself busy. I want to ask for atleast 40 hours, but with the way things are right now, I would probably be taking a lot of people's hours, and that's mean. I'll take what I can get, though.

I'm done spending money on useless expensive things. I need a car for this summer, so I need to start saving hardcore. Besides the food and drinks I buy at work, lunchmoney, and gas money, I will be saving tightly. It sucks I get no hours, because it slows the entire process down. I can't afford to be throwing my money out the window, though. I really need to crack down on this.

Things with Ray and I are amazing. We had a nice valentines day, and our "date" last night to the monster jam was awesome. I'm so glad things have changed and are different, I just feel so much happier. I hope he understands how much I really appreciate him. <3 you.