You are like a hurricane to me. Your violence is beautiful and your scents are sweet. Now tell me this, do you know how we meet?

It's late Sunday night, or early Monday morning, and I'm still wide awake, keeping content with downloading classic rock and sucking down this massive smart water. I'm so happy, I'm floating. I have such high hopes that this week wont suck like last week did, and that the weekend will come fast. When it comes down to it, I live my life through weekends. During the week, I'm on autopiliot. I get in different zones for different things.

I loved this weekend thoroughly. Saturday morning, I awoke around 6 and left the house shortly after seven with my love. We drove to the highest hill in Windham to see how the developing was going, and saw they completely paved a road right to the other side of the hill, and we walked it. It was so peaceful and the sun was rising and you could see for miles. I want to go there all the time. I want to be there right now. After our early morning walk, we made it back to his house and bought Schindler's List, a very big favorite of mine. I wanted him to see and understand like I do about the Holocaust and things of that nature. After we watched that, we relaxed and fell asleep. Adam showed up and woke us and we ordered food and got in contact with Kristen. We went to Angelina's and Kristen met up with us there.

From there we went back to Ray's and ate our food, and then headed to the mall because I needed to figure out my hours for this week and pick up my check. I also stopped by and said hello to Cesar and then bought new sunglasses [big, bug eyed ones] and a black long sleeve shirt. We left, listened to my trashy, sexy techno and headed to Petco/CompUSA. Kristen and I went to Petco and shared many treasured moments while the boys browsed the liquidating CompUSA. We eventually all met together after Kristen and I talked about life on some cold metal bar outside of the store. We went back to Ray's, where we talked about politics and then I got ridiculously silly from lack of sleep and said weird things. Kristen left, Adam left about a half hour later, and Ray and I cuddled and relaxed before it was time for me to go home.

I'm crazy about him. I love being around him, and I find myself craving his presence only minutes after he's left for the night. I wish weeks weren't so long and days so dull so we would be able to be together enough to satisfy us both. I'm in such a good mood; a little girl giddy and in love again. I'm so happy with our relationship right now and I will do anything to keep this feeling going as long as possible.

School is likely to be called off tomorrow, so I am going to sleep in a bit, and then do a complete clean out of my room and maybe even rearrange it. If that doesn't eat up my life, I'd like to take some pictures, because it's been a while since I have, and its been even longer since I've done any good self portraits. I'm well overdue. I just really hope school is called off. They haven't yet, but usually they do around 4 or 5, and I'm debating on staying up that long or not. I don't know what I'll do to keep myself busy after my baby goes to bed shortly, so I might as well just get it over with and let myself fall into some super deep sleep. I'm afraid I'll lose all my drive by the time its morning, though, and I'll get nothing done. We'll see, I guess.