Monday, November 16, 2009

And all in all I guess it's for the better if you don't remember anything.



Just for the record, I'm lost.

If someone could sit me down and take all my thoughts and feelings out of my skull and organized them on the table for me, that would be great. Maybe then I'd know how I really feel and what I really think and how I should really act.

And I want to give up, honestly. I feel as though I shouldn't be fighting tooth & nail with myself to conquer my fears until I'm given a solid reason to. I'm not getting any reasons. I KNOW I'M NOT WRONG FOR FEELING THIS WAY. If I feel like this, there is no way it's wrong, there is no way it's making me a bad person.

Ugh I just don't want to be the fucking insecure, non-trusting, difficult project in anyone's life. I don't want to have to 'fix' myself.

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